she's in my dreams. i'm disturbed a little by how real it seems.
i kneel here and cry before my friend. will i wake up to find the blood on my hands?
what will happen to her in the end? have i traded her reward for less?
have i traded her eternity for me? my temporary gain now hides her face.
will i lose what is already lost?
i'm trying to find a way out of this problem of mine, to separate what i've done from how i feel.
it's not so easy to show her what is real, to ease the pain when it's right before my eyes.